Monthly Archives: September 2014

Oh Dear…..

I run the memory through my head. It seems as close to perfect as anything seems to get. We’re sitting there, talking, laughing, goofing around and just plainly having fun. I feel like I can be myself; that no matter … Continue reading

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Your Voice

Even with all the situations going on running through my mind and tears having to be held back, your voice always seems to make everything else seem all so much better. The negative thoughts would slip away in space as … Continue reading

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B&W

Black and white. Sometimes those are the only colors I see. When all the feeling is gone, there’s nothing left to see. Your heart turns to stone and black, white and grey are all the colors you see. Strength. Passion. … Continue reading

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Pain….

Heart of stone. I force myself not to feel. Not to hurt. Not to cry. But the pain is too much. It’s too much to handle. I feel like my heart is going to break. Even things made of stone … Continue reading

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Is It Worth It?

Express yourself. Say what’s on your mind. Follow your dreams. Statements we’ve all heard a million times in life. Some of us went for it and did what they told us to while other held back wondering if it was … Continue reading

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Bringing Back The Old

Sometimes you just want things to go back to how they were. Even it would mean bringing back the old negative memories, events and things, having the happiness, cheer and wonders would be worth losing the things that have come … Continue reading

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The Darkness Still Hides Within You

When you look at your past, what do you think? When you look back, do you remember what you’ve done to come this far? Or do you remember just the negative? All the times you ignored someone’s wise words and … Continue reading

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The Indescribable Feeling

That amazing feeling when collapsing into bed after one long hard day couldn’t be compared to the incredible, breath-taking, indescribable feeling that was experienced by very few human being in modern day California. It was the feeling of being safe, … Continue reading

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The Ultimate KEY

The password to the laptop. The key to the lock. The code to the phone. The answer to the riddle. Everything has a lock guarding it. The heart, also has one. But what is the password, key, code or answer … Continue reading

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The Mansion…. -dun dun DUUNNN-

The mansion had been vacant for years just because one odd lightless room from where shrieking screams were heard at various times of the day even heard from a mile away. The first few months immures used the room to … Continue reading

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