I told you I had thought I changed too much during the past year for you to care to care.
I waited for you to ask what I meant. You didn’t.
Maybe you got it.
I doubt you did.
I changed from that little innocently happy girl you first met to who I am today.
I’m not that girl you loved anymore.
I’m not that girl you adored anymore.
I’m sorry but I’m just not.
I’m sorry that I can’t change back. I wish I could.
I wish I could change back. Believe me, I do.
But I can’t.
I just can’t do it.
You can’t rewind the clock.
You can’t unlive your life.
You can’t unfeel what you went through.
You can’t unsee what you’ve seen.
You can’t change back to what you were.