Today, I’m going to promise myself that I’m not going to over-invest myself when I clearly don’t know where I stand. And, even though that is the one thing I despise the most in this world, I will do my best to let it go because if I mattered enough to you then I wouldn’t be questioning who I am to you.
I love you and I want to share my universe with you and have you share your universe with me. I want to be there through the ups and the downs. I want to help you fight your battles and sail through the storms. I want to make memories we’ll tell our kids of one day. But, at some point, I have to let it go.
If you thought I was worth fighting for, you would’ve fought. If you thought I was worth sticking by, you would’ve stayed around. If I’m still in your heart, I’d be on your mind.