Category Archives: Stream Consciousness

I’m Sorry Because I Know

I’m a worrier. I spread myself thin a lot of the times. I try to do more than I should. I take larger bites than I can handle. I get stressed and say it’s part of life. I get overwhelmed … Continue reading

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Mute

What do you do when a million thoughts run through your mind but not a single word makes it out of your mouth? What do you do when all you yearn for is to be understood, to be loved, to … Continue reading

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Dear M…

I know you parted from your family at such a young age in search of a better life in the States. I know you had to go through a very devastating heart break when your relatives that brought you over … Continue reading

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A Beginning

When you’re so stressed you become restless and end up not sleeping, When you are so caught up in what you need to do that you finally manage a full day with your hair tied up, When you are so … Continue reading

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Present. Past. Future.

She looks around her and examines her own life. What a mess everything seems to be. Disappointment is clear in her eyes when thoughts of how her parents would yell at what a disgrace she’s become. She glances at her … Continue reading

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Listen to Me

Don’t listen to me when I’m flustered because when my emotions flood my head and everything gets overwhelming, not everything comes out right. Don’t listen to the things I say when I’m in a panic to find the right words … Continue reading

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A Timeline of All Sorts

Here I am, sitting in my father’s black robe in front of my two monitors, struggling with the emotions I refuse to bottle up [like I have for almost the past 2 decades], in pain because my new pain medicine … Continue reading

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Dear……

It’s been a while since I’ve seen you. You’ve changed a little appearance wise, but I don’t believe your heart has changed at all even. Even though it’s been almost a year since I paid attention, I can see that … Continue reading

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Conflicted x100

Frustration boils through me. How can he know my ever thought from the ones I freely share to the ones I haven’t even come to admit to myself. “Go away!” My instincts shout at him. “Turn around. Run away!” They … Continue reading

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Me

This is how I am: I have my doubts, I get overwhelmed with fear, But I’m not backing down from this fight. I second guess my decisions, I overthink every situation, But I will not walk away from this experience. … Continue reading

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