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What Am I Doing?

I laugh at myself sometimes. Sometimes I can’t help but ask myself, “What the hell are you doing with yourself?” Because sometimes, even though I know better, I retrace my steps within the new circumstances I’m facing. I know better … Continue reading

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I’m Sorry Because I Know

I’m a worrier. I spread myself thin a lot of the times. I try to do more than I should. I take larger bites than I can handle. I get stressed and say it’s part of life. I get overwhelmed … Continue reading

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Dear M…

I know you parted from your family at such a young age in search of a better life in the States. I know you had to go through a very devastating heart break when your relatives that brought you over … Continue reading

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A Beginning

When you’re so stressed you become restless and end up not sleeping, When you are so caught up in what you need to do that you finally manage a full day with your hair tied up, When you are so … Continue reading

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Onward Ho!

There have been so many battles I’ve had to face in my (almost) 2 decades of life. There have been many that were right there, out in the open, while others were battles I fought in silence. There were the … Continue reading

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A Timeline of All Sorts

Here I am, sitting in my father’s black robe in front of my two monitors, struggling with the emotions I refuse to bottle up [like I have for almost the past 2 decades], in pain because my new pain medicine … Continue reading

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I Know

I know you love me. I know you care a lot about me. I know you want to be there for me despite everything that goes on in your own life. I know you want the absolute best for me. … Continue reading

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Hello, Stranger Me

There are some things in life I will never get, things I will never fully understand, things I will never even begin to comprehend. One of those things….is me, is myself, is who I am today as a result of … Continue reading

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Never Act Like I AM STUPID

I can feel my blood boil with anger. I am not stupid. I can feel my mind spinning with negative remarks. I am not stupid. I can feel my fingernails digging into the palms of my hands. I am not … Continue reading

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Medically, It Sucks. Mentally, It’s Hell.

I remember how my mother sounded every time she warned me, told me, not to do something; I hated it. I remember the look in my fathers eyes when I would try to help out; it made my skin crawl. … Continue reading

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