Tag Archives: scared

Will It Fix Me?

I’ve gone through two open heart surgeries. I’ve gone through two surgeries to repair my chest wall – pectus excavatum repair. I’ve gone through a cardiac catheterization. I’ve done all the labs for my surgeries. I’ve gone through countless x-rays, … Continue reading

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Give You A Chance (with My Guard Up)

When I first saw you, I felt a pull towards you. There was something about you I had to get to know. There was something in you that beckoned for my presence in your life. There was a part of … Continue reading

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A Timeline of All Sorts

Here I am, sitting in my father’s black robe in front of my two monitors, struggling with the emotions I refuse to bottle up [like I have for almost the past 2 decades], in pain because my new pain medicine … Continue reading

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Me

This is how I am: I have my doubts, I get overwhelmed with fear, But I’m not backing down from this fight. I second guess my decisions, I overthink every situation, But I will not walk away from this experience. … Continue reading

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Caged In. Forever.

You wake up shaking. You wake up screaming. You wake up gasping for air. You wake up…grabbing at what’s not there. You curl up in a ball once you realize there’s nothing but empty space in front of me. You … Continue reading

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