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I don’t want to leave…but I’ll have to before it’s too late….

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Maybe you just deserve better…

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I want to, but what if I won’t be able to…

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Some people push people away because they don’t want to hurt them too…

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Some things that go through other people’s minds – their thoughts – outsiders will never be able to understand.

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June 23: Snapshot Stories

These are photos I had personally taken throughout the last year of my life…

I can’t exactly say it’s been the easiest year, but it has definitely been the most memorable so far ❤

  ^ This was at a temple event I went to with my mother

  ^ The event was at a graveyard. It was actually my first time seeing something like this being done.

  ^ A photo I am very proud of 🙂   ^ A friend I made while I was there 🙂

    ^ A heart locket my friend once gave me was buried out of my desk

  ^ A photoshoot I did for a couple days going off of He4She   ^ We had a lot of fun putting these photos together with only one or two photographers.

  ^ Glow Show 2015

    ^ Last Christmas was the first year I got a real tree for the house ❤ LOVED IT

  ^ These were cute, but I didn’t end up getting them 😦

  ^ The SLR I’ve been using 🙂

  ^ I went to Vegas for a little vacation from everything

  ^ I went to some pretty amazing places to eat

  ^ ..and saw a really cool, and expensive show there

  ^ I couldn’t wait to go to this buffet again! It’s amazing and HUGE!

  ^ I took a nice little photo of myself as the others were shopping

  ^ Got a cool collection of cups a while back 🙂

  ^ I’ve seen very beautiful and breathtaking sunsets too

  ^ I got to be a photographer for a UCI club talent show one night. That was really amazing with all the singers ❤

  ^ Just an incredible night in general

    ^ Then after the show, we went to grab some food nearby. That was AMAZING too 😛

    ^ Doing film photography has been a blast

  ^ We finally got some rainy days 😀

    ^ I stayed out some nights and had a great time ❤

      ^ This year in general has been a lot of fun 🙂

I hope this next year will be just as incredible 🙂

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Friends….

Friends....

I remember when I was going through a really tough time in life. I don’t remember why I was so upset, or why no one seemed to get what I was going through, but I do remember feeling broken inside, forgotten, left out, uncared about etc. That’s because while I was going through what I was, some of my friends left me be when they knew I was having a tough time. I got to see who my real friends were. There weren’t many of them, but they are the ones I still have today, the ones who really care.

Then I remember seeing one of my friends, who I haven’t talked to in a long time, go through something heartbreaking as well. It didn’t matter to me if it was as worse as what I had to go through or whatever, it just broke my heart to see my friend get to down and upset. I think they think they need to deal with it alone, that they shouldn’t tell me what’s going on and vent to me about how they feel. But I want to do all that I can, everything I can, when I can, because I know what it’s like when there’s really no one around. Not only that, but because I genuinely care about my friends, I hate to see them shut themselves out from the rest of us and think no one can help them. I don’t want anyone to feel like they need to deal with something alone. I get that it could be easier at times, but it’s a lot nicer to have people there for you, those who you know for a fact really care and those who you trust. I might be one of those people to this particular friend of mine, someone who they truly trust, love etc. without thought, but I’m working my way there. I’m working to gain their trust, their confidence, their love. I want to be one of those people, or just that one person, who is always there for them, who will always listen, care, and help them, because I can’t stand just watching and standing around doing nothing. I can’t take it knowing that I could be doing something. But then again, I can’t do anything if they won’t let me, so that’s why I’m working my way there. Hopefully, I’ll get there soon.